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no good!!!!

yeah well, its either stay here or move there haha. I dont have enough money for just a trial run. If I go out there, I have to earn money to come back haha. my poor cat. you have so corrupted her

haha. for about the past year I have been wanting something to come along and just fall in my lap! Thats whats so frustraing....now something has and I am being a huge chicken about it! My Aunt is leaving tomorrow to go back to Arizona, and I wont see her before then. I think I am going to send her out an email and just ask some for some more info. I guess the only things I feel that are holding me back, aside from just general fear. Are missing family here, and I dont want to be a burden to them! They finally have both their daughters moved out, and yes they asked me to move in with them, but I just dont want to feel like an inconvienence haha. But the more I am thinking about it....I might just do this as if molesting my cat wasnt enough, now you are putting her in your coffee? :nonono:

its not really the friend aspect of it. I cant recall the last time I actually hung out with any of my "friends."Its mostly my family here. I spend several days a week at my cousins house, I go out with two of my cousins a lot. I take all my little cousins out shopping and babysit them. My littlest cousin is only 5 months old, I see her....at least 2 times a week. My family is just a huge part in my life. and thats just a huge thing for me. I know its not premanent or whatever. but I feel like....even if I go and have a blast I will be missing out on everything that is going on here. and I know what all that stuff is so I know what I am missing. If I dont go, I dont know what I am missing. and that is easier to say "oh well" about. I dunno.

*ba doom cha!* I have been sick the past week as well. not fun at all!

urgh. I really dont know. I have thought of nothing else since yesterday afternoon haha. I mean. it could be great. it could be horrible. I have tried weighing the pros and cons. and I am still so torn

oh trust me. I spent a week there my Junior year I had to lather on the sunscreen haha. If I live there I would probably have to bathe in it! I really dont know. haha. I am so confused really. I mean. There are so many reasons to go. yet so many reasons not to go! Part of me feels like I have nothing to lose....and another part of me feels like I will lose everything! I dont like super cold weather. Or super hot weather haha. it is either go now, or go in January. I would have to pick going in January. If I move to Tucson. I would still be about as far from Phoenix as I am from Detroit now! haha (maybe closer I dont remember how long that drive was)

I dont know if its exciting or not haha. I guess its answering phones and answering questions that people have. and all this. I am not too sure about all of it really. But I mean. Seriously, I dont know if I could move to Arizona. I would have no friends, no car, I wouldnt know anyone except my aunt and uncle and cousin. and I love them all dearly, but I dont know if I could live with them. haha. So confused right now.

why all the no votes? they have internet in Arizona too you would hear the same amount from me haha my aunt and uncle live in Tucson and my Aunt can get me a job. That pays pretty well. I would have to stay for at least 6 months, or longer if I want. They said I could live with them....I really dont know what I should do. There are no jobs around here.....but can I just pick up and move!? gahhhhhhhh

quite possibly

um.............moving to Arizona?

oh heels suck haha. *is wearing them tonight* an my cousin is the manager for the band that was opening for Emerson Drive. so he told the bouncer we could be backstage. and the guy was like, "*skeptical* okay but stay right over there" so as soon as he went back out front my cousin was like, "okay come look around!" and we got caught walking towards one of the rooms haha. the bouncer was all, "what did you ask me?! WHAT DIDYOU ASK ME!? get back over there" hahaha. not 3 seconds later the bouncer was getting yelled at by his boss

my ear is still all messed up and I left out the best part from last night! Getting yelled at backstage by some hopped up bouncer.

saw Emerson Drive tonight stood three feet from the speakers and cant hear anything out of my right ear didnt meet the band this time but still had a great night!

just tell everyone that your car is the sexy one!

oooooooooo! *is jealous!*

oh yes. it was an intense time! why are you reading so far back? haha

off to buy cold medicine. I know you wish your day was exciting like mine.

whats to stop chelios from having a tv show?!

*achoo!*

how can you type with your eyes gouged out?

it must have been Desi. That crafty Desi.

phhhhht!