wingnut22

well I am going on the 13th of August, to MI adventures that is. Was going with my friend but now she is saying how she would rather go on a weekend I cant go on weekends those are my busy days haha. I doubt you can make it and if you are in MI I better get to see you!

I have done nothing but cry today, aside from the 3.5 hours I was at work, couldnt cry there :( is he doing better now? not that I am trying to outdo you, but my 17th birthday....was supossed to hang out with my best friend. the day before my birthday she tells me we cant hang out any more because she has tickets to a concert which she is taking a guy that she wanted to cheat on her boyfriend with to with her. I was mad because she knew about the concert for weeks and kept saying she was going to hang out with me because she, "didnt want to hurt my feelings." why not just tell me and let me make other plans? so I ended up going to the mall with my neighbor on my birthday, she was like 40 at the time. during which I got about 20 calls from my friends boyfriend asking for her and where she was because she told him we were still hanging out. so he kept yelling at me and calling my phone non-stop. He worked with my neighbors son at meijer and he followed my neighbor home (he knew that he lived by me) followed him and his then girlfriend over to my house just walked in the door (a few mins after my neighbor, didnt knock or anything) stormed into my room screaming at me. I about burst into tears, I told him I didnt know where she was, that she ditched me and he didnt have to be an ass about it. and he stormed out of my house. I tried to cover up that I was about to cry and act like whatever about it. only to find out a few weeks later that my neighbors girlfriend thought I was a ***** for acting that way towards the guy who barged into my house screaming at me. that was a fun day. if you give me your address I will send you a birthday card every year, so someone else will remember

there are no details. its over with. its fine.

I would if I could. it being my fault goes way past just this birthday. I could list the horrible ones I have had but no one besides you would probably care to read anyways. and its not just this either. whatever. and I cant do a weekend because those are the times I work pretty much the most. I just tried to pick one day to have some fun and it all fell apart. its fine. I was just informed when I was talking to my mom about it that she will take me out to some bar on my birthday, so I have that awesomeness going for me. hanging out with my parents in a bar. sweet.

well I was trying to get a bunch of people to go to Michigan Adventures with me and have some fun. but no one wants to/can come. The one person I thought was coming just informed me that since its a weekday that might be a problem. I keep having people tell me I should have done a different place or a different day, last time I checked this was for me, not for them whatever still hopefully will be better than my 17th bday. I fail at bdays :(

*sigh* trying to hyjack the internets..............it is sloooooooow going

well, it has. all I do is work. everyday all day. go from job to job. My actual Birthday (my 21st mind you) will be spent packing up from camping and driving 3 hours home. fun stuff. the party that I tried to plan fell all to s***. The internet has been down this entire month, and my dad refuses to hook my computer up because he has some giant stick up his ass. I havent hung out with a single person outside of my family since my friends birthday in MAY when she came over and I gave her her present and we talked for like an hour. its been fantastic. you are now, haha I dont think you were "back" yet when I invited people, it was before my internet went down. so hop on your bike and I bet you can make it in time.

ummmm 80% of the United States? pshhh if you really wanted to be there you would. good that is great news. back last summer wasnt there something going on with Nathen that the doctors couldnt figure out? what happened with that? or am I making stuff up? so I have internet back, or should I say every computer in the whole house except for mine has internet. so thats a fun time. this summer sucks absolute balls.

whatever guys, dont worry about it. all my birthdays suck anyways so. its fine.

no its not just you haha. basically everyone. no one will give me a for sure answer, unless its no. which is fine if they cant go, but it would be at least nice to know what I am planning. maybe I will just do it earlier or something. if it was the 6th could you go?

I hate when plans I try to plan dont work out....ever

*failed* still didnt work. we have a guy coming on wed to look at it. on wed it will be 21 days without the internets! that made me laugh! tsk tsk yessssssssssssss nooooooooooooooooo you guys are NOT allowd to make fun of me when I cant get online! not fair

I have never played that, and monica knows I havent so she switched over to that to set her scores haha so I cant beat her

well my sister was all bragging that she was at 76 seconds. and I was like, I dont really pay attention to the time ever. and so I tried and got 74 and was happy to beat her. then tried the nexxt day, first shot and bam 70 seconds. it was a glorious time

I know. I am going crazy. although I did set a new personal best on Solitaire, 70 seconds w00t!

exactly! haha my dad keeps trying to fix it but so far our router died, modem died, then they gave us a faulty one, then they "fixed" it and it still didnt work. so I bought some new ether net cables last night, hopefully that works! I am NOT! haha

I am sad that I have access to the internets and have nothing to say haha

my sister cought it at my cousins wedding, then some creepy guy caught the garter she was all freaked out haha I still have no internets I am at my other cousins house. this is driving me nuts and banananananananas!

you all fail at the getting on AIMness why is Conan starting so late lately?

even if it did turn into a "tan" I would still be paler than 90% of the population in the dead of winter I can have a really good tan for me, and people think I have been hiding inside for my whole life. someone needs to get on AIM, because I finally got it to work and I am going through withdrawls!

yeah, I dont tan. I have such fair skin, I am either ghost white or lobster red haha. I have never had the backs of my hands burnt though it kind of sucks. but the waves were so worth it

I am sitting here, glowing red on my back, face, chest, legs, shoulders, and arms <--- about that red, but not that ranty. covered in mosquito bites too but oh well. and I didnt find my internet. I think its still down, I am at my cousins.

thanks for missing me guys *sniff sniff*

haha. well I was hmmmming why some people havent responded to my queries yet. haha