CaliWingJuan

Another year another day without my mother on mothers day...i miss you mommy

And at the end if the day all you were was a chocolate covered onion trying to pass off as a glorious apple. At first you were sweet but now all you are is nasty and smelly and I ate away at your putrid body. And now I'm just as bad as you are. I can't hide the smell everyone knows. But no more will I be fooled from what's real and what temptation wants me to believe is best for me.

This next week and a half is going to be intense, probably the most intense in my life. But this is my last hope! I know theres a lot of people out there that take pleasure in watching me fail. But if I can learn to read and write in two different languages in two months, at six years of age- then I'm sure as hell I can do this! So for all the haters I only have one thing to say to you...and that is, that I love you. And no amount of hate or suffering will ever stop me from loving you. Cuz li...

I haven't worn a shirt for 32 hours and I wish I can go like that to school tomorrow cuz it feels soooooo goooodd.....

If anybody wants to watch the fight come over 1521 wakebridge dr. Wait like 30 minutes to get here though cuz i still haven't tooken a shower

Well...ummm I guess it was a pretty successful night. I got a Beyer drama certificate, a Beyer Block "B" also for drama, and the award for best actor in a supporting role- I did not expect that one..

First time at a midnight premier!! Avengers was so sick!!! I should do this more often lol

"The highest grade in the class again, im so proud of you son!" "you're so handsome, i bet when you grow up all the girls will be chasing you" "the captain and star of your soccer team, and the highest grade in math? no one does that!" "im glad to have you here, you're the only hispanic to take Chinese this year" "you just need to work harder son, you need more endurance you get tired easily and you need to eat more, you're so skinny!" "hey pablo come fix the computer again nerd, i dont know ...

why does every time i drink coffee it makes me pissed off instead of hyper? lol and instead of waking me up it just makes me sleepy and gives me stomach aches...

Let these next couple of hours BUUURRRNNNN

Tras meses a veces sigo pensando cuando era tu niño, aquellos besos por el cuello lentamente y con cariño, que me dabas me llenaban de esperanza y de ilusión, sigo recordando el día que murió mi corazón. Recuerdo que mi vida por ti hubiera dado, dudo que exista alguien que te ame como te he amado, nunca te faltó de nada porque todo te lo di quiero dormirme y despertar saber que jamás te perdí. Y aunque me cueste aceptarlo sigues en mi pensamiento, ...

And to think things could have been a lot different had I not been so stupid. All that time I wasted away, I wonder if it will all pay off in the end. They say this is where I am tested to show my strength and overcome this. Maybe my ego is too high to even think about needing to endure it. I'm the dumb ass that got myself into this mess. Deception was looking at me dead in the eye and I tried to fool myself into believing it was real. Well what is real? I've seen a glimpse if it and I want i...

Forrest gump is about to start! I'm finally going to be able to watch it! I must say, today has been quite a good day!

Well this is weird. I had nothing to do today so I went for a10 mile run. Mind you this is the first time I've done any exercise in like 6 months but I'm not tired! What kind of sorcery is this?! Anyways, I still want to do something tonight! Lol

So I'll make the call, and I'm leaving today.I'm gonna miss ya cuz I love ya baby. And I'm making the call, but leaving only drives me crazy

Maybe walking home from church wasn't such a good idea. It's raining like crazy, my socksp are wet, and I stepped on TWO snails!! It wasn't my fault, it was dark and they were just chilling in the middle of the freaken sidewalk!

Alas! I seem to have found the perfect formula....hmmmm hehehe....now, lets just see if it works out

These damn beautiful girls...they've been the reason for the greatest joys in my life, but also the reason for the greatest pain I feel. I know it ain't right but what can you do? I'm just a weak guy after all...

Honestly this night could not have ended worse! How the f*** does this s*** happen out of nowhere! I didnt get to spend time with him for three days, and I never noticed the signs. I knew that friday morning when I came home through the backyard and I went up to him, he didnt seem himself. The last time I played with him he had a muscular body, complete and healthy...and just a couple if hours ago, it's like I didn't even recognize him....he was like a skeleton, it was like looking straight i...

Well prom and denny's was really fun! Now I dont know if I should take a nap for 2 hours and 30 minutes to watch the manchester united soccer game or just stay up till 4:30...

I had a blast at prom Jaun!!!!!~Alyssa(:

Well, today is the day! I just hope everything goes right and everyone has a fun night at PROM!!!

Well it's official! I'm going to go see the avengers midnight premier on may 4th! Even though I havent seen ironman, captain america, thor, and whoever else is in it...

Well crap. I need a new lucky charm...these heart colored boxers aren't doing it anymore