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so after all of the drama that went on with boys this week for me I decided to go to a party my cousin was having....and met an AMAZING guy. We had the cutest night ever.

awh thanks.

ahaha thanks rabs I dont think Im too pretty for him haha. It is his loss I will agree but there is not a good selection of boys in my college I have been eyeing and its not working well...Im just incapable of a relationship.

thanks guys...but the whole thing with the "go away" guy is that we went to high school together and we never really talked and now we have been talking for about 2 months via texting and facebook but we havent hung out. ever. its annoying and it makes me feel like Im in the third grade. So I called him out on it because whenever I mention something about it he changes the subject and I think I have a right to know why he cant hang out with me. Its pathetic.

I need to vent for a minute I need some help... so I go to class today and I run into my ex who also happens to be the only boyfriend I have ever had. It ended terribly, we dont talk, and now he is like bff's with one of my friends. Its annoying. So we see each other both had like a freaked out panic look and then just went our seperate ways....then not even 5 minutes later Im talking to the guy I have been having problems with and I called him out on something he did and he replys "go away im working." when we had been having a convo in the first place. what the heck....clearly there is something wrong with me since Im incapable of a relationship but I dont understand why he would be so mean I didnt do anything. Tonight was awful....ugh. help.

I got a job at Nordstrom today!!!!!

yay Im 18 today!!

Im going out on the boat for the last time this summer

who wants to buy me my books for my classes????? Im going to be broke.

I just got back from IKEA!! I bought my dresser and bed frame so my room can be done!!!

I went to old navy and kohls and old navy had jeans for 12 dollars. I spent over 100 on jeans and shirts and those two places. I need help. When I get upset I clean or go shopping and my room is already really clean since I just repainted....Im going to be broke. hahaha.... Im now watching the always adorable brady quinn god I love him. hahaha...

hahah Yeah Im pretty much done trying at all...it never works so Im not even going to attempt anymore because clearly there is something wrong with me...but since I have a compulsive shopping problem when Im mad I just got home from the mall and now Im off to old navy.

I will make you a copy of mine and I will give it to you either when we go steal Henrik before he gets married or we steal Jonathon and Kyle hahaha...depending out what kind of mood your in hahaa On another note...Why are guys so stupid?

ahaha its 1:15 am and my mom and I are painting my room and singing along to oldies...this is hilarious.

I cannot get "Guilty Pleasure" by Cobra Starship out of my head...I even set it as my ringtone..i love them. haha.

ha I told him I didnt even know that I wanted a relationship right now. He is like 6 months younger than me and still in high school....ps. I turn 18 on the 2nd!!! yay!!!!

so I know I mentioned on here before how this boy was playing these crazy games with me head. He would lead me on and then not talk to me and we would get into stupid little fights almost like we where together. Well we where fighting and I was like why are you not talking to me and he starts in on how he is an ass everything was his fault that I should just move on cause I will regret it if I keep talking to him. It was almost like he was breaking up with me and we arent even dating....so I told him I wasnt going anywhere and why he was acting like that....he finally cracked and told me all this family stuff was going on so I told him I would be there for him...but what do I do?? Do I wait for him to talk to me or should I still ask the how was your day and what not?????? HELP!!!

same here. Like I was so excited and now Im just like whatever. I barely ever post.

like a bad rut haha haha.. I just havent had a very good year and a half and a lot is just all starting to pile up on me at once. I dont think I ever mentioned it on here but my aunt died last feb. then my grandma was in the hospital for two months and she went in the same week my aunt died so that hit me really hard. She got out and got better but she died in her sleep im october and it just destroyed me. I got really depressed and stressed and I went to my doctors and I had made myself hypoglycemic and I found out I get migranes so that has all been on me. Then there is always the boy problems and tomorrow is my grandmas birthday and its the first one without her so Im a little on the downer side.

I think I'm in a rut.

I got the curve...and its PINK! they hadnt even realesed them at the store I went to but they didnt have the red which I originally wanted but the pink is soooooooo cute and it does a little bit more than the original curve and it is limited edition. I LOVE IT.

mean.

yesterday I bought myself a cute little honda civic. Today Im going to pick up my blackberry....I love my life right now haha.

yes. I buy almost everything for my room from IKEA

haha I still remember that text you sent me at the parade about him...it like made my life I swear. haaha I was going to say we have some time and training camp is coming up, we could break up that wedding haha but Im going to be nice and let him be happy and starting a thing with Kyle Quincey now haha.